Loneliness

Lingering like a stick 

Lying at my room

Am stuck to the past 

All I see is pain and nothing to gain 

Will I embrace life again?

Slowly yet steadily I move ahead 

Yet I find myself here again

My eyes far afar, 

Staring at the mirror:

Only to stare it to the other-side

Staring at the walls 

I found ugly scars 

Wishing it were stars 

Only to find;

 It were fairy lights of vending wire

A step ahead takes me to back 

Guess, I’m stuck in loop; 

Will I be able to break this coup ? 

This habits are hard to break

Or am I afraid to leave this ache?